Unconsoleable

I failed again. Am I jinx? Urgghhh! I hate myself ! Can u imagine someone failed the same test twice? How pathetic is that? Such a loser ika! Maybe i'm maldito. Cursed. I know I will be crying for the next 24 hours mourning for my failure. My family must be very disappointed in me. So much hours n money have been wasted. I just wanna cry..