The sadness in me.

"Nobody really knows how much anyone is hurting. We could be standing next to someone completely broken, and not even know it"

How well do you know someone? You may be friends, colleagues, classmates or even close friends. But it doesn't mean you know everything about the person you talked to everyday. Do you know every problem that he/she has? I believe the answer is still no.

No one knows how we feel, how broken we really are inside or how miserable our life is. So many times we wish that everything will turn out differently. So many times we wish that our life could turn out better. And we don't have to cry ourselves to sleep ever again.

Ya Allah, when will this misery stop? Make it stop please. I can't take it any longer.

I'm tired of living. Sometimes, I even think that it's ok if Allah takes me away now. I will have no regrets. But then I realized that death is the easiest escape. I have to be here. Be as strong as I can for those who need me.